slitwristtheory commited suicide

[bmw]

apparantly on DP, people who've known her are saying she is dead. Her last blog entry read like a "good bye, cruel world" suicide note. Thought some of you should know since she was a frequenter on this site.
Rest in peace.

[PrOfFaSeE]

jess?

nah uh

i dont believe it

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

isnt she signed up on another forum apni____ .

:sarb:

[bmw]

her last blog entry:
The End. Oct 24 9:57pm
There is so much that has to be left unsaid because there are no words that can describe what I wish to say….exactly, that is. I want to pour my heart out but I do not know how. What I perceive of the world is not what it really is. We are living in this big lie, this huge betrayal and we become the victims of our own demise. What we do, what we say, what we want is controlled by that inner desire. Living is committing suicide, and God is doing nothing to stop it. Our minds own us, our hearts do not matter, and our souls are on loan to the devil. Just to make things sound simpler, we’re all rotting to the core. We drown ourselves in gluttony, and that in excess. There is no turning back now, the black hole is growing bigger by the miniscule second and we have no choice but to fall into it. My time to join those hellish sounds, to burn in that pit of fire is so near that I can hear the screams of torture; I smell the burning flesh, the scent of warm blood, I feel my soul being stripped away as every passing moment. Soon it will be time to give up what I am, and I’ll gladly say goodbye to the misery that controls me.



You never knew, I never told, and you didn’t see how I died everyday. To the world I radiate greatness, but as I get too close they start to claw. Cage me like the animal I am, lock me up and throw away the key. If you ever set me free, I will destroy every human that comes my way. The mere thought of destruction fuels the blood flow through my veins and rushes straight to my brain. Call it violence if you like; I call it disgust and pure hatred for the world that smashed every ounce of my being. There is nothing left, nothing for me to absorb and love. The one I needed the most left me. My insides are rotten and forever dissected. I died many times over the years; it’s my soul that never set me free. It was on fire, wanting revenge and suffering. My punishment will soon be over, and I will be free to leave this plateau. If I could stay in an altered state of mind, I would solely lose it. I want out and I am leaving, I don’t belong here anyway.



When I am dead and gone, you can take over everything I left, my hate, my heart, my whole being. I’ll be dead and will not give a damn. I’ll be burning in the hell where I f--king belong. Day after day nothing is changing day after day I am stuck in my delirium, day after day I bleed myself dry. Now my body is left with scars, and I am becoming bones, my skin has started to fall away. I have become so sick of myself that I needed to crawl out, the sound of your voice echoing in my head has sent me over the edge, and the silent screams make me want to smother myself. You make it all so easy Natasha, you have shown me such kindness, and you made me realize what I’m worth. I take a look around feel my purpose, and know my place is not here. I am meant to disappear without a trace, of course I shall die but nobody will remember me. You the one who means most, is departing the world with me, so my uncertainty goes to rest. We’ll meet in a different life, in a different setting… where there will be no misery; everything will be exactly as we want it to be. Call it finding heaven hand in hand.



I'm holding on to the only thing I have: insanity. There is not much to me, I'm a simple person with a blank mind. I can't remember most things and I simply do not wish to sometimes. I am not stupid nor am I mentally challenged, I just enjoy being nobody. The next few hours are so far away. I look at the clock every now and then, and only a couple of minutes pass each time. I wonder what's going on in the back of my head, I don't recall any emotion or feel anything at this very moment. I'm just blank and empty. Yes, I am empty that’s what it is. I'm probably dreaming or hallucinating. I haven't even abused any narcotics in a long time, but I am trapped in this daze, this zombie like state. It's lovely and horrible at the same time. My body is screaming that it is tired but my brain refuses to shut down. My eyes are wide open, my flesh is cold; I'm shaking as I write this, yet I have no desire to get up and crawl under the covers. Nothing hurts, I am numb. I'm staring away into space, I enjoy writing mindlessly. I can hear my heart beating as my breathing goes weak, I wonder when it will stop all together?




This is the last time I will utter any words, or display my ever lasting hatred for this hell we call our earth. This is the last time I will ever speak of my misery and pain, the dread I lived for all these years. At the end of the day, I am just hanging on by a moment. It has come time, come time to go. Something has always been missing, now one last time I will die. While my bleeding wrists suck the life out of me, I’ll be drowning in a pool of blood, going in and out of consciousness, as I have always hoped for. I'll waste my life....so it should stop now. I always knew I’d die alone. Being dead will bring me peace, and everything I failed to find while I was alive. Death at this age is my only destiny, this time it will be my only truth…the only proof that I existed.

[jumpn jza]

wow that sucks...never knew her but damn....what a beautiful yet disturbed soul...

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

Damn...if so.

Things must have been hard :/ shouldnt have got to that point.

[gurl_exotica]

Rest In Peace :Pray:

[miss_khan]

I hope this is not true..and if it is i pray for mercy on her soul R.I.P

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

I hope this is not true..and if it is i pray for mercy on her soul R.I.P

i dont wanna believe it..

i didnt kno the girl well, but hearing this breaks my heart man.

[s11nyk]

not the best way to start you rmonday mornings, i cant say i ever spoke to her that much.

RIP if its true.

[gurl_exotica]

i dont wanna believe it..

i didnt kno the girl well, but hearing this breaks my heart man.
i know i feel really bad for her..i wonder what could've been so bad for her to have taken this drastic step..
didnt her family n friends see her depressed n sad ..more often than not situations like these can be avoided if people around can figure out that everything is not fine n just lend some sort of support..a little gesture of love is all it takes ..

[miss_khan]

I hope this is not true..and if it is i pray for mercy on her soul R.I.P

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

i know i feel really bad for her..i wonder what could've been so bad for her to have taken this drastic step..
didnt her family n friends see her depressed n sad ..more often than not situations like these can be avoided if people around can figure out that everything is not fine n just lend some sort of support..a little gesture of love is all it takes ..

Yeah..i agree Muzna, i think maybe she needed some support and a little love. Makes you think dont it, how hard can it be for someone to offer that :no: When you are really down i can see how much it can push a person to the thought of suicide. If you dont wanna feel the pain no more, then all you want it peace.

I lost a friend to suicide, and even till this day i wont understand the real reason behind it. Its jus a real shame that someone can get to this point..

[Monaa]

Oh my... i sincerely wish its not true.. :no:

RIP and hope she lives in peace and paradise in heaven...

--------;----<@

[gurl_exotica]

Yeah..i agree Muzna, i think maybe she needed some support and a little love. Makes you think dont it, how hard can it be for someone to offer that :no: When you are really down i can see how much it can push a person to the thought of suicide. If you dont wanna feel the pain no more, then all you want it peace.

I lost a friend to suicide, and even till this day i wont understand the real reason behind it. Its jus a real shame that someone can get to this point..
i agree nabz...
i mean someone has to be really really really depressed n sad to even think of suicide..
n how ppl around u can let u come to a situation like that..or in many cases lead u to a situation like that i really dont get it..its baffling
but then again..for those who dont have the courage to fight the world..suicide is an easier way out to end the pain n suffering..physical n more often emotional..
sometimes things get so bad for ppl that to go thru each day is a struggle..
if this isnt true then i just hope god gives her the courage to fight the pain n emerge triumphant.

[gurl_exotica]

hey nabina..pm's arent opening..the forums are totally messed up today..i'll reply back later k? sorrry
:hug:

[diirtycriminal]

i gotta tear.

and now i am about to go to bed..
didnt know the chick.. but hope its not true.. and if it is.. may Allah forgive her for suicide.. and she rests in peace. Ameen.

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

i agree nabz...
i mean someone has to be really really really depressed n sad to even think of suicide..
n how ppl around u can let u come to a situation like that..or in many cases lead u to a situation like that i really dont get it..its baffling
but then again..for those who dont have the courage to fight the world..suicide is an easier way out to end the pain n suffering..physical n more often emotional..
sometimes things get so bad for ppl that to go thru each day is a struggle..
if this isnt true then i just hope god gives her the courage to fight the pain n emerge triumphant.

Yeah Muzna, i think people can only have a certain amount of courage before they fall to their feet. You see if you offer out love, and you dont get it back - then its not a nice feeling at all :no:. Im sure she was close to couple of ppl off rd, im sure there has to be more about this.

And yeah ive noticed the forum has messed up completely, no worries just pm me later :kiss:

[bhav_editor]

=( =(

[gurl_exotica]

Yeah Muzna, i think people can only have a certain amount of courage before they fall to their feet. You see if you offer out love, and you dont get it back - then its not a nice feeling at all :no:. Im sure she was close to couple of ppl off rd, im sure there has to be more about this.

And yeah ive noticed the forum has messed up completely, no worries just pm me later :kiss:
i hope wherever she is..she's in peace at last..
i feel really sad for her..
sorry to hear about ur friend :(
i'd be totally shattered if somethin like that happened to someone close to me :(
Rest In Peace..:Pray:
coz in the end thats what they wanted :(

[WonkaBear]

No Way... that chick was so cool. :tears:

[AnGel_PyAr]

I hope that is not true I know someone that knows her I will ask her if she is dead or not

[gurl_exotica]

ya do that anita rani..:hug:
the way u put it :p
so cute

[AnGel_PyAr]

ya do that anita rani..:hug:
the way u put it :p
so cute
oh shit i didnnt mean to say if she dead or not
that didnt come out right lol:Oops:

[saxakali]

when i 1st saw her SN, I felt a chill :sarb:
we maybe have exchanged a few msgs b4....
anyways I hope thats not the case...

Would be pretty tragic, and could have been preventable had some of us or her loved ones associates known the seriousness of her situation...

If its true
may god save her soul
RIP

[Monaa]

Oh my... i sincerely wish its not true.. :no:

RIP and hope she lives in peace and paradise in heaven...

--------;----<@

[Salariz]

thats prolly all rubbish, she didnt seem so fucked up to do something like this, she was pretty nice...

[WonkaBear]

I hope that is not true I know someone that knows her I will ask her if she is dead or not

Ya... find out for sure. I hope she is still alive... she was really nice

[Seeeeeeema]

thats horrible! why would she do that?

gosh! i will pray for her!

[gooberloo]

May she rest in peace...and may Allah forgive her for such an act of quiet desperation, Ameen.

[carpe_diem]

Damn teenagers.

[longjohnsilver]

I hope that is not true I know someone that knows her I will ask her if she is dead or not

and that's probably going to be the weirdest conversation you'll ever have

[Advocate]

I duno..you think its true? Seems to be the new trend on desiplanet..write a suicide note in your blog and then leave....

if so..then r.i.p to fiat and rara...weird tho :neutral: hopefully not true though

[longjohnsilver]

edit

[longjohnsilver]

thats prolly all rubbish, she didnt seem so fucked up to do something like this, she was pretty nice...

:werd: otherwise she would have been passing hints for god knows how long with her sn alone

[Adnan786]

Im sure she is fine, probably just busy with something or another. Sure she may have wrote something that gives the impression that she was feed up with life and that it would be a blessing in disguise if it all ended, but how many of us here have at some point or another felt that way? I know i have, some may decide to bear it out in silence, some will speak to someone about it and some may resort to writing it down in a diary or in electric format. Theres a huge difference between that and actually doing something drastic like ending ur life. She seemed like a strong character and it will be a dissapointment to herself if she did anything crazy.....i know i will be in her.

I hope she is allright and reading this anonymously with a smirk on her cheeky face.

[Gimmeck]

emo.

[dopekhor]

:wtf: fo real? :shock:

[Punjabi_Link]

I duno..you think its true? Seems to be the new trend on desiplanet..write a suicide note in your blog and then leave....

if so..then r.i.p to fiat and rara...weird tho :neutral: hopefully not true though

Sad, but true.

Recently some dude on DP committed suicide as well. :neutral:

What is going on DP?

[madam_jade]

Slit wrist theory indeed.

[Advocate]

Sad, but true.

Recently some dude on DP committed suicide as well. :neutral:

What is going on DP?

that apparently was a hoax, they did some tracing and the accounts that were "confirming" his death were all a being used from one computer, who who knows.
lots of e-drama on dp, its pretty entertaining, apart from this I mean

[Punjabi_Link]

that apparently was a hoax, they did some tracing and the accounts that were "confirming" his death were all a being used from one computer, who who knows.
lots of e-drama on dp, its pretty entertaining, apart from this I mean

Wow!

I need to visit DP more often.

[Advocate]

Wow!

I need to visit DP more often.

yes yes you should

[madam_jade]

What the fuck is DP?

[Punjabi_Link]

What the fuck is DP?

www.desi-planet.com

[madam_jade]

She was a cunt anyway. Good riddance.

[sarb]

e-mazing

[gujulicious]

holy crap. that blog entry of hers is DEEP.
i can almost feel her pain. scary.

[Whizkid786]

Who the fuck cares? Fucking coward.

[iluvuqt]

wait so is it true??

[Advocate]

wait so is it true??

isn't confirmed.

[iluvuqt]

isn't confirmed.


oh okay.

[poojasxy]

is this a joke? this isnt funny, u know.

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

is this a joke? this isnt funny, u know.

Yeah exactly.

It is true that there is no soild proof that she commited suicide. Im sure few ppl off rd were close to her :dunno:

[.AK.]

i rember when she used to post
i hope shes happy whereever she is

[notoriou$punjabi]

Paying attention to rumors, kids?

[blazeonthehaze]

it always makes me angry to hear that someone committed suicide. Its so final and there no coming back from it. Its thinks very selfish because it causes pain to so many other ppl unnecessarily.

[poojasxy]

Yeah exactly.

It is true that there is no soild proof that she commited suicide. Im sure few ppl off rd were close to her :dunno:wait... is this the girl that had her slitted wrists pics on her sig? omg. i think i remember her now. :shock:

i hope its not true. but this isnt the first time an RD member commited suicide & had a thread made for her. that girl Sheena Patel overdosed like over a year ago. it was confirmed that it was indeed suicide. that thread was HUGE & everybody had "RIP Sheena Patel" on their sigs.

[sweetest_sin]

I hope it's not true :(

This better not be a joke like the whole Salman thing..that was repulsive.

But damn, RIP if it is :(:(

[PreciousPari]

Oh my gosh, wow. I hope this isn't true. When I read her blog I had cold chills run up my spine. Just the way she wrote that, expressing herself to the core. Poor girl, I hope she gets the peace she wants and deserves if this is at all true.

[BMW-racer]

next thing you know, there will be internet suicide bombers.

[notoriou$punjabi]

next thing you know, there will be internet suicide bombers.
How ?

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

wait... is this the girl that had her slitted wrists pics on her sig? omg. i think i remember her now. :shock:

i hope its not true. but this isnt the first time an RD member commited suicide & had a thread made for her. that girl Sheena Patel overdosed like over a year ago. it was confirmed that it was indeed suicide. that thread was HUGE & everybody had "RIP Sheena Patel" on their sigs.

was that her own wrists :shock: no way man!.

I do remember hearing the news about Sheena, that was a big shock and you are right, it was confirmed. Peace be with her...

But this news, i dont know i just hope it isnt true. Ive seen Slitwrist signed up on another forum, but her log in date was few months ago :|

[notoriou$punjabi]

was that her own wrists :shock: no way man!.

I do remember hearing the news about Sheena, that was a big shock and you are right, it was confirmed. Peace be with her...

But this news, i dont know i just hope it isnt true. Ive seen Slitwrist signed up on another forum, but her log in date was few months ago :|
There should be E-Aid available for these potential victims. There are still a few members on this forum to be put in the same category of Emo-fools. Some are actually boys.

[blazeonthehaze]

her last blog entry:
The End. Oct 24 9:57pm
There is so much that has to be left unsaid because there are no words that can describe what I wish to say….exactly, that is. I want to pour my heart out but I do not know how. What I perceive of the world is not what it really is. We are living in this big lie, this huge betrayal and we become the victims of our own demise. What we do, what we say, what we want is controlled by that inner desire. Living is committing suicide, and God is doing nothing to stop it. Our minds own us, our hearts do not matter, and our souls are on loan to the devil. Just to make things sound simpler, we’re all rotting to the core. We drown ourselves in gluttony, and that in excess. There is no turning back now, the black hole is growing bigger by the miniscule second and we have no choice but to fall into it. My time to join those hellish sounds, to burn in that pit of fire is so near that I can hear the screams of torture; I smell the burning flesh, the scent of warm blood, I feel my soul being stripped away as every passing moment. Soon it will be time to give up what I am, and I’ll gladly say goodbye to the misery that controls me.



You never knew, I never told, and you didn’t see how I died everyday. To the world I radiate greatness, but as I get too close they start to claw. Cage me like the animal I am, lock me up and throw away the key. If you ever set me free, I will destroy every human that comes my way. The mere thought of destruction fuels the blood flow through my veins and rushes straight to my brain. Call it violence if you like; I call it disgust and pure hatred for the world that smashed every ounce of my being. There is nothing left, nothing for me to absorb and love. The one I needed the most left me. My insides are rotten and forever dissected. I died many times over the years; it’s my soul that never set me free. It was on fire, wanting revenge and suffering. My punishment will soon be over, and I will be free to leave this plateau. If I could stay in an altered state of mind, I would solely lose it. I want out and I am leaving, I don’t belong here anyway.



When I am dead and gone, you can take over everything I left, my hate, my heart, my whole being. I’ll be dead and will not give a damn. I’ll be burning in the hell where I f--king belong. Day after day nothing is changing day after day I am stuck in my delirium, day after day I bleed myself dry. Now my body is left with scars, and I am becoming bones, my skin has started to fall away. I have become so sick of myself that I needed to crawl out, the sound of your voice echoing in my head has sent me over the edge, and the silent screams make me want to smother myself. You make it all so easy Natasha, you have shown me such kindness, and you made me realize what I’m worth. I take a look around feel my purpose, and know my place is not here. I am meant to disappear without a trace, of course I shall die but nobody will remember me. You the one who means most, is departing the world with me, so my uncertainty goes to rest. We’ll meet in a different life, in a different setting… where there will be no misery; everything will be exactly as we want it to be. Call it finding heaven hand in hand.



I'm holding on to the only thing I have: insanity. There is not much to me, I'm a simple person with a blank mind. I can't remember most things and I simply do not wish to sometimes. I am not stupid nor am I mentally challenged, I just enjoy being nobody. The next few hours are so far away. I look at the clock every now and then, and only a couple of minutes pass each time. I wonder what's going on in the back of my head, I don't recall any emotion or feel anything at this very moment. I'm just blank and empty. Yes, I am empty that’s what it is. I'm probably dreaming or hallucinating. I haven't even abused any narcotics in a long time, but I am trapped in this daze, this zombie like state. It's lovely and horrible at the same time. My body is screaming that it is tired but my brain refuses to shut down. My eyes are wide open, my flesh is cold; I'm shaking as I write this, yet I have no desire to get up and crawl under the covers. Nothing hurts, I am numb. I'm staring away into space, I enjoy writing mindlessly. I can hear my heart beating as my breathing goes weak, I wonder when it will stop all together?




This is the last time I will utter any words, or display my ever lasting hatred for this hell we call our earth. This is the last time I will ever speak of my misery and pain, the dread I lived for all these years. At the end of the day, I am just hanging on by a moment. It has come time, come time to go. Something has always been missing, now one last time I will die. While my bleeding wrists suck the life out of me, I’ll be drowning in a pool of blood, going in and out of consciousness, as I have always hoped for. I'll waste my life....so it should stop now. I always knew I’d die alone. Being dead will bring me peace, and everything I failed to find while I was alive. Death at this age is my only destiny, this time it will be my only truth…the only proof that I existed.
/\/\
totally bummed me out
:(

[Arshy]

She's in a better place now!

[BMW-racer]

How ?
suicide bombers frequenting on internet forums, and blogging before they make the hit.

[notoriou$punjabi]

suicide bombers frequenting on internet forums, and blogging before they make the hit.
I don't think so

that bomber needs a life

[carpe_diem]

Slit wrist theory indeed.

Oh snap.

Where the feck is me crock o' gold?

Enh.

:neutral:

[foreverconfused]

I sincerely hope this is a joke. but if it's not, R.I.P. :(

and the few who are actually joking about this should be ashamed of themselves. same goes for the asshole who said she was selfish.

[Arshy]

I sincerely hope this is a joke. but if it's not, R.I.P. :(

and the few who are actually joking about this should be ashamed of themselves. same goes for the asshole who said she was selfish.
Fully agree with you...

[poojasxy]

She's in a better place now!there is no religion in the world where souls that commit suicide are in a better place. i know in hinduism u just come back as a lower life form. dont know about xtianity & islam, tho but i think its a sin.

[carpe_diem]

Let's begin the blame game.

I blame...T.V. and the Internet.

Damn teenagers.

[Arshy]

there is no religion in the world where souls that commit suicide are in a better place. i know in hinduism u just come back as a lower life form. dont know about xtianity & islam, tho but i think its a sin.
needs who the form of physicality that we know, for nobody ever came back from the dark side ~ Arshy

ofcourse she is in a better place...left us here amongst all the evil!

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

there is no religion in the world where souls that commit suicide are in a better place. i know in hinduism u just come back as a lower life form. dont know about xtianity & islam, tho but i think its a sin.

Im sure Slitwrist was punjabi sikh...

The sikh Gurus rejected suicide, as we haven't the right to give in or take our own life... birth and death are the mercy of our dear creator

[Arshy]

Im sure Slitwrist was punjabi sikh...

The sikh Gurus rejected suicide, as we haven't the right to to give or take life... birth and death are the mercy of our dear creator
yehi rab di marzi hai.....how ever we look at it!

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

yehi rab di marzi hai.....which ever we look at it!

si gaal..your right. But id rather have my life in his hands, then take it myself :no:

[Arshy]

si gaal..your right. But id rather have my life in his hands, then take it myself :no:
choice is a gift we take for granted....
udar jind mukdi jave...idar jashaan manande....
yeh rang bas wohi rab jaane...

[poojasxy]

Im sure Slitwrist was punjabi sikh...

The sikh Gurus rejected suicide, as we haven't the right to give in or take our own life... birth and death are the mercy of our dear creatori totally agree. i will never know the pain she felt but i know that i couldnt ever do that to myself. we all have had our sad stories & its in enduring them that makes us tougher.

[BaByBLuEMiRcHy2]

:tears: I hope she RIP if this is true. Sounds a bit fake but whateva..I hope she RIP.

[Arshy]

i totally agree. i will never know the pain she felt but i know that i couldnt ever do that to myself. we all have had our sad stories & its in enduring them that makes us tougher.
Pooja u're right in everything you say...
but in her eyes she was right in everything she did...

[PuNjabi_RaNi*]

i totally agree. i will never know the pain she felt but i know that i couldnt ever do that to myself. we all have had our sad stories & its in enduring them that makes us tougher.

That is VERY true.

I guess it really depends on the level of courage one may have though.

[Arshy]

she has entered god's house now....only he will serve her as he sees fit...

i pray for whoever she leaves behind...

[poojasxy]

Pooja u're right in everything you say...
but in her eyes she was right in everything she did...i know. its really not my place to say anything. maybe she is better off not feeling miserable. god. this is sad. :(

[lovestick]

Frickin' emos.

[Arshy]

i know. its really not my place to say anything. maybe she is better off not feeling miserable. god. this is sad. :(
go and post in my thread "pour your soul"

[chicago85thst]

i feel sorry for the fact that she will burn in hell because she was short sided enough to take her own life

[Arshy]

i feel sorry for the fact that she will burn in hell because she was short sided enough to take her own life
how u manage to work out the fact that's she's gonna burn in hell?

[Irreligious Left]

Who'da thunk a poster with the username slitwristtheory would have committed suicide? Go on with your bad emo self, I guess.

[BaByBLuEMiRcHy2]

i feel sorry for the fact that she will burn in hell because she was short sided enough to take her own life
How can u judge someone and persume where a person might end up? It is up 2 god and we really don't know y he/she committed suicide? Only he/she knew the real pain. She had her reasons and i'm sure god will help her through that.

[chicago85thst]

how u manage to work out the fact that's she's gonna burn in hell?


well if there is a god im sure he doesnt appreciate the fact that people are throwing away the gift of life, plus most religions reserve the deepest part of hell for people who commit suicide. dont get me wrong, i truly feel horrible because i did know her a little, and i wouldnt say it was HER fault more the fault of a young immature mind. plus my life is probably better than hers but still

[Arshy]

well if there is a god im sure he doesnt appreciate the fact that people are throwing away the gift of life, plus most religions reserve the deepest part of hell for people who commit suicide. dont get me wrong, i truly feel horrible because i did know her a little, and i wouldnt say it was HER fault more the fault of a young immature mind. plus my life is probably better than hers but still
ok dude fair enough!

[chicago85thst]

There is so much that has to be left unsaid because there are no words that can describe what I wish to say….exactly, that is. I want to pour my heart out but I do not know how. What I perceive of the world is not what it really is. We are living in this big lie, this huge betrayal and we become the victims of our own demise. What we do, what we say, what we want is controlled by that inner desire. Living is committing suicide, and God is doing nothing to stop it. Our minds own us, our hearts do not matter, and our souls are on loan to the devil. Just to make things sound simpler, we’re all rotting to the core. We drown ourselves in gluttony, and that in excess. There is no turning back now, the black hole is growing bigger by the miniscule second and we have no choice but to fall into it. My time to join those hellish sounds, to burn in that pit of fire is so near that I can hear the screams of torture; I smell the burning flesh, the scent of warm blood, I feel my soul being stripped away as every passing moment. Soon it will be time to give up what I am, and I’ll gladly say goodbye to the misery that controls me.

[Irreligious Left]

There is so much that has to be left unsaid because there are no words that can describe what I wish to say….exactly, that is. I want to pour my heart out but I do not know how. What I perceive of the world is not what it really is. We are living in this big lie, this huge betrayal and we become the victims of our own demise. What we do, what we say, what we want is controlled by that inner desire. Living is committing suicide, and God is doing nothing to stop it. Our minds own us, our hearts do not matter, and our souls are on loan to the devil. Just to make things sound simpler, we’re all rotting to the core. We drown ourselves in gluttony, and that in excess. There is no turning back now, the black hole is growing bigger by the miniscule second and we have no choice but to fall into it. My time to join those hellish sounds, to burn in that pit of fire is so near that I can hear the screams of torture; I smell the burning flesh, the scent of warm blood, I feel my soul being stripped away as every passing moment. Soon it will be time to give up what I am, and I’ll gladly say goodbye to the misery that controls me.

This is horrible prose. She threw every emo cliche in there. I call schtick.

[Arshy]

There is so much that has to be left unsaid because there are no words that can describe what I wish to say….exactly, that is. I want to pour my heart out but I do not know how. What I perceive of the world is not what it really is. We are living in this big lie, this huge betrayal and we become the victims of our own demise. What we do, what we say, what we want is controlled by that inner desire. Living is committing suicide, and God is doing nothing to stop it. Our minds own us, our hearts do not matter, and our souls are on loan to the devil. Just to make things sound simpler, we’re all rotting to the core. We drown ourselves in gluttony, and that in excess. There is no turning back now, the black hole is growing bigger by the miniscule second and we have no choice but to fall into it. My time to join those hellish sounds, to burn in that pit of fire is so near that I can hear the screams of torture; I smell the burning flesh, the scent of warm blood, I feel my soul being stripped away as every passing moment. Soon it will be time to give up what I am, and I’ll gladly say goodbye to the misery that controls me.
very very deep!

Don't read the lines...Read the pain!

[BMW-racer]

This is horrible prose. She threw every emo cliche in there. I call schtick.
horrible sentence structure.

[Irreligious Left]

horrible sentence structure.

Oooh. Burn.

[chicago85thst]

horrible sentence structure.


maybe the misplaced periods and fragments represent her disgust :kekeke:

[macheteurass]

i dont believe it

[chutni1985]

ya that girl is not dead. she's just attention craving...and if she is really dead...she is a coward. call me mean/rude or whatever....its true.

[BadFingerBoogie]

jess?

nah uh

i dont believe it

same here man i dont believe it

[...Hero...]

:rofl: what crap.

[...Hero...]

I commited suicide last week no one made me a thread.

Bastards!

[BadFingerBoogie]

:rofl: what crap.

aray hero you always pick a good time to make a reappearance :p

[musicchic33]

Yeah, I don't believe it... She's a cool girl, the few times I've spoken to her.

[ÖµÖµ_ssxman]

Emo people make the world sad. :|

[...Hero...]

aray hero you always pick a good time to make a reappearance :p

Why thank you my good chum, and who is this?

[BadFingerBoogie]

a friend

[Gora]

Can somebody please post her picture?

[BadFingerBoogie]

Can somebody please post her picture?

no.

[...Hero...]

a friend

slag.

[vikownethu]

We conversed on the mainsite a few times I think, she seemed pretty level-headed to me then. There was the odd deep emo poem too, but not enough to believe this stuff.

Her RD profile says "goodbye" btw.

[BadFingerBoogie]

slag.

:gay:

[longjohnsilver]

We conversed on the mainsite a few times I think, she seemed pretty level-headed to me then. There was the odd deep emo poem too.

Her RD profile says "goodbye" btw.

probably because she got banned?

trace the ip and find out I would say, could be under a different alias if everyone is so concerned

[macheteurass]

I commited suicide last week no one made me a thread.

Bastards!

how about you write in your blog about how much your life sucks...and i'll post it here and tell everyone that you killed yourself....
and then everyone can talk about how deep your writing is.

sound cool?

[chicago85thst]

a friend


ghirda?

g

[deziqt611]

how about you write in your blog about how much your life sucks...and i'll post it here and tell everyone that you killed yourself....
and then everyone can talk about how deep your writing is.

sound cool?
*shakes head*



RIP if its true...:-(

[Gora]

no.

but I wanna see what was her setback...

[chicago85thst]

http://i8.photobucket.com/albums/a31/chicago85thst/084b57f3.gif


check out her graphic on the left side

[selina_786]

Only a coward opts for suicide, the easiest way out.

However, she was a nice girl.. I enjoyed reading her posts on RD.. so I am dissapointed with the bad news :(

[The Anti Desi]

get The To The Bottom Of This Story Now!!

Post The Page.

[BadFingerBoogie]

ghirda?

g

duh what?

[The Anti Desi]

Someone ever talk to her on IM/MSN???

[baby_d0ll]

i dont believe that but we should've seen it comin since her name on rd is slitwristtheory

[BadFingerBoogie]

Someone ever talk to her on IM/MSN???

i talked to her on there a long time ago havent seen her signed on in a long time, saw that she checked my rd profile (mainsite) and then exchanged quick pm's and that was it.

[musicchic33]

i talked to her on there a long time ago havent seen her signed on in a long time, saw that she checked my rd profile (mainsite) and then exchanged quick pm's and that was it.

w3rd same..haven't seen her long on in a while.

[chicago85thst]

i talked to her on there a long time ago havent seen her signed on in a long time, saw that she checked my rd profile (mainsite) and then exchanged quick pm's and that was it.


who are you?

[chicago85thst]

w3rd same..haven't seen her long on in a while.


before summer atleast

[...Hero...]

how about you write in your blog about how much your life sucks...and i'll post it here and tell everyone that you killed yourself....
and then everyone can talk about how deep your writing is.

sound cool?

:rofl:

[Ketamine-Abuse]

I talked to her today but she was acting really really strange

[BadFingerBoogie]

I talked to her today but she was acting really really strange

hahah that's just awful.

[The Anti Desi]

She was so cool. She had deranged violent misanthropic views like me.

I wish she were unbanned from General Chat.

[...Hero...]

:gay:

Slag Behn :rofl:

[Ketamine-Abuse]

Seriously, I spoke to her online

[chicago85thst]

She was so cool. She had deranged violent misanthropic views like me.

I wish she were unbanned from General Chat.


i dont think that will do much good now. couldnt u have unbanned her! maybe u could have saved her! :tears: u monster!

[...Hero...]

Sameer lamed her, and thus shunned her from online society, thus if she did go psycho, he should write an apology to her family.

Its the only respectable thing to do.

[The Anti Desi]

Seriously, I spoke to her online
Give us the news :hyper:

[The Anti Desi]

i dont think that will do much good now. couldnt u have unbanned her! maybe u could have saved her! :tears: u monster!
It was Sameer's call.

[BadFingerBoogie]

Sameer lamed her, and thus shunned her from online society, thus if she did go psycho, he should write an apology to her family.

Its the only respectable thing to do.

:rofl: maybe you should co-sign it.

[...Hero...]

:rofl: maybe you should co-sign it.

What? Im serious, Sameer murdered her!!!

[macheteurass]

Only a coward opts for suicide, the easiest way out.

However, she was a nice girl.. I enjoyed reading her posts on RD.. so I am dissapointed with the bad news :(

depends....
but i doubt anyone who drives their car off a cliff or drown themselves is coward. haha

[Salariz]

lol at this, this has to be a joke

[Ketamine-Abuse]

Give us the news :hyper:


I messaged her and she asked me who I was and I told her. She then told me she was her brother at et which point I lol'd. She carried on trying to convince me she was a man and I kept lol'ing then she signed off

[selina_786]

depends....
but i doubt anyone who drives their car off a cliff or drown themselves is coward. haha

perhaps... stunts are good

[samosa321]

I messaged her and she asked me who I was and I told her. She then told me she was her brother at et which point I lol'd. She carried on trying to convince me she was a man and I kept lol'ing then she signed off

I hope you are telling the truth.

[Ketamine-Abuse]

I hope you are telling the truth.

Hell yeah, I'm dead serious

[BadFingerBoogie]

Hell yeah, I'm dead serious

damn thats funkedu p.

[macheteurass]

perhaps... stunts are good

w3rd.
it's your death....be creative with it

[samosa321]

Hell yeah, I'm dead serious

Good.

[Advocate]

her friend posted this in the desiplanet forum...:dunno:http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e163/Advoish/hm.jpg

[bmw]

well there's this other girl on the site whom I've spoken to a couple of times; she was as sadistic as slitwristtheory if not more. And according to people who know her, she has committed suicide as well. Her last log in date on dp was on october 23rd and slitwristtheory's last log in was on october 24th.

[The Anti Desi]

her friend posted this in the desiplanet forum...:dunno:.jpg
Dammit

This is gonna be very difficult to cope with.

[Ketamine-Abuse]

her friend posted this in the desiplanet forum...:dunno:http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e163/Advoish/hm.jpg


Everyone seems to be doing this now.

55 days from now I will commit suicide and detail 2 weeks before on how it feels to be on death-row

[The Anti Desi]

Her blog is down.....

[Ketamine-Abuse]

55days? I think its 54 actually, regardless I will kill myself on the 01/01/07 at 00:01 GMT

[Ketamine-Abuse]

On 01/01/07 at 00:01 I will jump from the tallest building in central london to my death in front of a live television auidience for charity.

[PrOfFaSeE]

thats sad as fuck

[bmw]

this double suicide could've been prevented if those two girls never met. It appears to me like they depressed each other more about how crappy the world is and what not and it brought them to a boiling point.

[Advocate]

this double suicide could've been prevented if those two girls never met. It appears to me like they depressed each other more about how crappy the world is and what not and it brought them to a boiling point.

agreed

[subaru]

ugh i talked to her a couple of times....geeez this is bad...R.I.P

this is sad :|

[subaru]

Im sure Slitwrist was punjabi sikh...

The sikh Gurus rejected suicide, as we haven't the right to give in or take our own life... birth and death are the mercy of our dear creator

she was from surrey BC..so most likely she is punjabi sikh.

[khamel]

I doubt this is true, I'll check Msn later.

[sweetest_sin]

[B]her friend posted this in the desiplanet forum...:dunno:
What's the name of the thread? and what section is it in?

[subaru]

i think i can find out...need time though

[Advocate]

called "rip" under the desi-planet community section

[AnGel_PyAr]

i cant believe some ppls comments in here
fcukin retards
have some frickn shame

[AnGel_PyAr]

i think i can find out...need time though
i know im trying to find out to
a friend of mine isgood friends with her
no respond yet

[subaru]

i know im trying to find out to
a friend of mine isgood friends with her
no respond yet

ohh the person i know just knows her indirectly..but how hard is it in surrey to find out who the other is...


doesn't the HISBICUS know her??

[khamel]

ohh the person i know just knows her indirectly..but how hard is it in surrey to find out who the other is...


doesn't the HISBICUS know her??

yeah "HIBICUS"

[adya]

some of you need to show some respect and stop acting all high and mighty.

I didnt know her, not does God give me or any of you the right to judge her. May she RIP.

[subaru]

yeah "HIBICUS"

thats the name ..hmmm

[boredatwork]

http://img333.imageshack.us/img333/985/img31836tu.jpg
she was pretty. :(

yeah she was punjabi sikh. think her name was deepsha deol. she was alright. but obviously into goth/emo stuff.

[OoDREAmerOo]

well there's this other girl on the site whom I've spoken to a couple of times; she was as sadistic as slitwristtheory if not more. And according to people who know her, she has committed suicide as well. Her last log in date on dp was on october 23rd and slitwristtheory's last log in was on october 24th.


a cult?

-drea

[Spiky]

I am here for gangbang. :wiggle:

[AnGel_PyAr]

ohh the person i know just knows her indirectly..but how hard is it in surrey to find out who the other is...


doesn't the HISBICUS know her??
yes its not very hard

I hope she is ok

[subaru]

I am here for gangbang. :wiggle:

:no:

[subaru]

yes its not very hard

I hope she is ok

me 2..nobody shud do that to themselves...its painfully wrong both ways

[AnGel_PyAr]

me 2..nobody shud do that to themselves...its painfully wrong both ways
i agree
ufff ike even the saddam thing
hes gonna be hanged
i believe this is wrong! 100% wrong!
yes he did hurt ppl
but who the hell are we to bring death to him?
just throw the asshole in jail for the rest of his life

[subaru]

i agree
ufff ike even the saddam thing
hes gonna be hanged
i believe this is wrong! 100% wrong!
yes he did hurt ppl
but who the hell are we to bring death to him?
just throw the asshole in jail for the rest of his life

i agree....i'm not a capital punishment guy....but if saadam is hanged..then george bush is JUST as guilty as him for causing the deaths of many CIVILIANS. just cause its not his citizens doesn't make it a free pass for him to kill people.

i really don't know how to feel for saadams case....i know he killled MANY people...but he definetly did not get a FAIR trial in IRAQ....this should have gone to international court of justice.. just like slobodan milosevic!...its definetly not a fair trial..and the court was opened up by the american govt. Pure Conspiracy...

The law system is FLAWED....the american govt did not try him under international law..cuase they knew he wud be hanged...LEGITELY under islamic law...but those in guantanomo bay ... are tried under military law...
the americans are playing two games here..:no:...i hope BUSH gets assassinated by someone..i dun care who..ANYONE...no child has to die cause of him

[AnGel_PyAr]

i agree....i'm not a capital punishment guy....but if saadam is hanged..then george bush is JUST as guilty as him for causing the deaths of many CIVILIANS. just cause its not his citizens doesn't make it a free pass for him to kill people.

i really don't know how to feel for saadams case....i know he killled MANY people...but he definetly did not get a FAIR trial in IRAQ....this should have gone to international court of justice.. just like slobodan milosevic!...its definetly not a fair trial..and the court was opened up by the american govt. Pure Conspiracy...

The law system is FLAWED....the american govt did not try him under international law..cuase they knew he wud be hanged...LEGITELY under islamic law...but those in guantanomo bay ... are tried under military law...
the americans are playing two games here..:no:...i hope BUSH gets assassinated by someone..i dun care who..ANYONE...no child has to die cause of him

I HATE BUSH
and yes I do agree with you
but there is nothing we can do
saddam is gonnna die

bush must be partying now

[subaru]

I HATE BUSH
and yes I do agree with you
but there is nothing we can do
saddam is gonnna die

bush must be partying now

thats politics...the americans are destroying everything i stand for...especially the ENVIRONMENT..i know canada isn't doing that well..but we are god damnit trying at least...i wish the ATTORNEY GENERAL would call for the arrest of the President....under the ICC...that wud make me happy...i wonder how george bush wud stand trial...he'd def messs up his Defence lawl...worst public speaker EVER

[Geezer]

Some of the responses I am reading in this thread are sick and tasteless.

[Saj__666]

Some of the responses I am reading in this thread are sick and tasteless.

and ur mum!

[Saj__666]

that was totally uncalled for

[gorjuzkuri]

this is pretty scary sounding. A lot of what she said...a lot of the times i find most people saying. Its soo common now days...if she commited suicide she did it physically and mentally. And, then there are people that mentally commit suicide everyday. And, sadly that is equally harsh. We only tend to care about these people when we see such cynical or heartstopping blogs/letters/words. But, never do we think twice when we see them down in their everyday lives....because we are too damn engaged with our own life and misery.

[harvey_mayway]

apparantly on DP, people who've known her are saying she is dead. Her last blog entry read like a "good bye, cruel world" suicide note. Thought some of you should know since she was a frequenter on this site.
Rest in peace.


who commited suicide? have u got a link to their page

[harvey_mayway]

Some of the responses I am reading in this thread are sick and tasteless.
Geezer some of the people on here have no soul..

[subaru]

Some of the responses I am reading in this thread are sick and tasteless.

i know...people have no heart and no soul....

[Arshy]

Some of the responses I am reading in this thread are sick and tasteless.
These fuckers are plain sick....

[Ketamine-Abuse]

i know...people have no heart and no soul....

and morals...people have no, no soul and no morals

[subaru]

and morals...people have no, no soul and no morals

they have no HEART...period

[PreciousPari]

Some of the responses I am reading in this thread are sick and tasteless.

Demented. Thats why I stopped viewing/reading this thread.

[Arshy]

and morals...people have no, no soul and no morals
They have all kinds of morals!

[Ketamine-Abuse]

they have no HEART...period


and if they have no heart how can they live, or exist?

[Ketamine-Abuse]

They have all kinds of morals!


bad morals. no morals are better than bad morals

[Arshy]

bad morals. no morals are better than bad morals
each to their own i guess....

[fireangel2007]

I hope its not true, i didn't know her too well but she was a good person from what i read, sad and broken soul, but a good person....i really hope to allah that all is well in either case, and if not well then may allah have mercy on her and her situation...aameen....

its true that alot of these things are said often, if you feel someone is depressed, talk and listen to them, its the best gift you can give to them, as for me, ive been like that for the last 7 years, and thank god for religion, or else ive tried killing myself several times, and it hasn't worked, but im stronger and i know its wrong in many ways.....

[T.Dimera]

bull crap..i don't believe it

[ilikecheese]

man she's bullshitting
she's not EMO enough to kill herself :roll:

[babysmooth]

whether its true or not..we're not ones to call her a coward or pathetic or anythin..we'll never understand wha she is or went thru..tha goes for every other person in this world..u never know how someone truly feels inside..words can only express so much..

and for someone to diss her like tha..is pathetic themselves..grow up..if u dont have anythin to say..dont say anythin at all...throwin ur useless 2cents sayin shes a coward is pointless n unappreciated..

im sure if someone u personally knew ever committed such an act..u wouldnt be callin them any names..but instead would feel sympathy for them..

anyways..rip babygrl..if its true..if not..may god guide u to the right path..

[Spiky]

whether its true or not..we're not ones to call her a coward or pathetic or anythin..we'll never understand wha she is or went thru..tha goes for every other person in this world..u never know how someone truly feels inside..words can only express so much..

and for someone to diss her like tha..is pathetic themselves..grow up..if u dont have anythin to say..dont say anythin at all...throwin ur useless 2cents sayin shes a coward is pointless n unappreciated..

im sure if someone u personally knew ever committed such an act..u wouldnt be callin them any names..but instead would feel sympathy for them..

anyways..rip babygrl..if its true..if not..may god guide u to the right path..


Wait...so you know for sure if she did commit suicide and die?

[Irreligious Left]

I guess I am just a little jaded when it comes to supposed net suicides.

These things pop up every now and then, and occasionally there will be an actually one. But more often than not, they are simply thought exercises on how to appear sympathetic and thoughtful. Grand eulogies are written before the person is even confirmed dead.

Wake me up when it's over.

[babysmooth]

no no i dont know if shes alive or not..i dont know her..i was makin a general comment bout some of the ppl's responses'..hmmm

[punjabi*princess]

this cant be true.. i saw her always posting on rd.. if it is rip for her soul

[Spiky]

no no i dont know if shes alive or not..i dont know her..i was makin a general comment bout some of the ppl's responses'..hmmm


Oh....You dont know if she did infact commit suicide....but you have called people "pathetic" cause they were insensitive to a suicide..

I dont know if I should laugh at your hypocrisy or you're just too naive than dumb.

[pacora]

anyone remember how many rd fuckers told her to "go die" back in the day? now everyones all "oh i feel so bad"...bs. i remeber howmany hate threads there were on her. i hope she RIP

[Arshy]

Oh....You dont know if she did infact commit suicide....but you have called people "pathetic" cause they were insensitive to a suicide..

I dont know if I should laugh at your hypocrisy or you're just too naive than dumb.
show an ounce of sympathy you low-life jerk....

[21cent]

wasnt it that girl with those sick weird threads?

[subaru]

and if they have no heart how can they live, or exist?

they are the devils associates....in human form :rolleyes:

leave me alone :no:

[Spiky]

show an ounce of sympathy you low-life jerk....


Oh please. I never said anything demeaning abt her. I understand more than you that suicidal tendency is an ailment.

What I am saying is...quit with this melodramatic bullshit calling other people names...just like you and that babysmooth are doing, just because they don't share the same sentiment over the internet for someone who they dont even know and most importantly, arent sure themselves if they did commit suicide or not.

Don't need to act as if you are all Mr. Right and charecter and rest are jerks.

[poetichustla]

R.i.p.

[Rain_Goddess]

wait... is this the girl that had her slitted wrists pics on her sig? omg. i think i remember her now. :shock:

i hope its not true. but this isnt the first time an RD member commited suicide & had a thread made for her. that girl Sheena Patel overdosed like over a year ago. it was confirmed that it was indeed suicide. that thread was HUGE & everybody had "RIP Sheena Patel" on their sigs.
Yes, I remember.
She was a very sweet girl, troubled, we didn't know..
I still think about her sometimes...she used to help me figure out my problems but I didn't know she's the one that had the biggest problems.

I hope all of this is a lie, because...This girl Had a life; and to the people who say stuff like ' ahh fuck she killed herself who cares' and shit like that...WTF is up with you folks?I know it's a sin to commit suicide and all that But it's still a life being lost.

Holy shit, insanity I tell you.

R.i.P. Sheena Patel
[and slitwristtheory [if this isn't a sick fucking dumb joke ]

[chicago85thst]

depends....
but i doubt anyone who drives their car off a cliff or drown themselves is coward. haha


there a coward at facing life. being an idiot doesnt mean your brave

[Arshy]

Oh please. I never said anything demeaning abt her. I understand more than you that suicidal tendency is an ailment.

What I am saying is...quit with this melodramatic bullshit calling other people names...just like you and that babysmooth are doing, just because they don't share the same sentiment over the internet for someone who they dont even know and most importantly, arent sure themselves if they did commit suicide or not.

Don't need to act as if you are all Mr. Right and charecter and rest are jerks.
Do you ever realise the obvious?

I did not call anybody names...(except you..but you deserve it)...

But yeh like i mean show some kinda compassion to one that may have taken a life here, for whatever reasons only known to her....

and we can always argue in a diff thread!

[TheVanityAffair]

you're assuming this correct?

anyhow, if this is some stupid sick freaking joke then ahhh, i can not even say.

if it is true, rest in peace love <3

[punjabi*princess]

instead of fighting.. can someone who was close to her.. figure out if this is true or not..

[bad_cheque]

Just check the local newspaper in Surrey, BC. If its true, it would be there.

I hope this is not true. I have talked to her on this forum. She seemed like a nice, good-hearted person. Also, she didn't seem like a depressive one either.

[bigkid]

at least someone who knows her name call and check with the police or her family, i doubt it though because suicide is usually a compulsive type act ppl dont write long shyt like that, but who knows.

[Sikh4Lyfe]

Cool. Ill be sure to read my newspaper cover to cover for the next few days but I doubt they will say anything about something so insignificant.

[bad_cheque]

It must already be there if this happened.

What are newspapers for these days? To know local stuff like births, deaths, marriages, local politics etc.

Anyway I hope this is not true.

[babysmooth]

anyways..if its true..i think we should talk less bout it n jus pray for her in the after life..

[VolcomG4L]

Jess! omg wheres Nafiza, she would know

[nayeemx33]

I didn't read the thread. Is it true or false?

[bad_cheque]

Jess! omg wheres Nafiza, she would know
Is that the one with a white boyfriend who got married abruptly?

[samosa321]

I didn't read the thread. Is it true or false?

That's what I'm still wondering.

[pachaas Paisa]

i really doubt it.

[SillyKitty]

She's in a better place now!
Not really


if she killed herSELF :neutral:

[VolcomG4L]

Is that the one with a white boyfriend who got married abruptly?

the hibiscus? :|

[pachaas Paisa]

Stop buying into it people, I know as well as you all do, she is signed in as a guest reading this thread, feeling all important for once because she was so goddamn emo

[bad_cheque]

the hibiscus? :|
ah! not her..

[shady punjabi]

apparantly on DP, people who've known her are saying she is dead. Her last blog entry read like a "good bye, cruel world" suicide note. Thought some of you should know since she was a frequenter on this site.
Rest in peace.
Nice.

[RajaMag]

RIP

I hate to hear things like this.

[VolcomG4L]

ah! not her..

well they were close, she would know something, a few of us are tying to find out.

[btown-paki]

I hope that is not true I know someone that knows her I will ask her if she is dead or not
that must be a very awkward convo...

RIP (if yur dead)

[btown-paki]

Stop buying into it people, I know as well as you all do, she is signed in as a guest reading this thread, feeling all important for once because she was so goddamn emo

i was totally expecting that from u bro

[pachaas Paisa]

So does anyone in this world actually cares that she actually committed suicide? it makes me sick to the stomach that you people pretend that you give a shit.

You say shit like "I hope she is in a better place RIP" and the very next minute you continue on with your garbage posts and mediocre life, give it up, stop this act, no one really cares about what she did.

[madam_jade]

Most people didn't even like her. Where's all this sympathy coming from?

[VolcomG4L]

So does anyone in this world actually cares that she actually committed suicide? it makes me sick to the stomach that you people pretend that you give a shit.

You say shit like "I hope she is in a better place RIP" and the very next minute you continue on with your garbage posts and mediocre life, give it up, stop this act, no one really cares about what she did.

we were friends. and apparently its true.

[Irreligious Left]

Most people didn't even like her. Where's all this sympathy coming from?

It's called going through the motions.

[btown-paki]

ok so im very curious...how did she go...slitwrist??? sry had to bring some humor

[btown-paki]

It's called going through the motions.
everyone is guility for going thru the motions...its called life

[*ShAwTy_FrOm_Bd*]

Oh... I slightly remember her. RIP.

[madam_jade]

It's called going through the motions.


It's annoying. People are so ridiculously fake. If you didn't know/like someone, their death shouldn't make a difference to you. Geez....if you guys are so thoughtful and sympathetic towards people you don't know, write a fucking monthly check to support an impoverished child in Bosnia.

It's so easy to spit your "ommmggggggg...that's so sadddd...RIPPPPPP."

Christ.

[nyczpakiprince]

yehhh RIP and what not k

i'm a sympathetic guy

i understand death

i can get sensitive when it comez to life and death issuez

but nahh.....if u commit suicide, thatz all u rite there

i don't back that up

u were created for a reason

whether it be that ur livin the worst life here, u gotta live it out

cuz thatz y ur here

[btown-paki]

It's annoying. People are so ridiculously fake. If you didn't know/like someone, their death shouldn't make a difference to you. Geez....if you guys are so thoughtful and sympathetic towards people you don't know, write a fucking monthly check to support an impoverished child in Bosnia.

It's so easy to spit your "ommmggggggg...that's so sadddd...RIPPPPPP."

Christ.

i did write a check but to the earthquake in paki...500 :hand:

[longjohnsilver]

Can someone confirm if she has passed over or not?

[-Ziad-]

It's annoying. People are so ridiculously fake. If you didn't know/like someone, their death shouldn't make a difference to you. Geez....if you guys are so thoughtful and sympathetic towards people you don't know, write a fucking monthly check to support an impoverished child in Bosnia.

It's so easy to spit your "ommmggggggg...that's so sadddd...RIPPPPPP."

Christ.What? :neutral: Erm you're a heartless person if you read all that and didn't even cringe. It's sad and they're just portraying their emotions. Someone we didn't know but a human among us nonetheless, and just reading some of her blog entries show's a beautiful one.

RIP, my condolences.

[btown-paki]

Can someone confirm if she has passed over or not?
yes please...attach pic, scene of the crime would be great...ALIVE TILL PROVEN DEAD!!!

[madam_jade]

What? :neutral: Erm you're a heartless person if you read all that and didn't even cringe. It's sad and they're just portraying their emotions. Someone we didn't know but a human among us nonetheless, and just reading some of her blog entries show's a beautiful one.


I bet you anything that blog entry was a copy and paste job. There are probably hundreds of internet conversations talking about that nonsense.

[VolcomG4L]

Can someone confirm if she has passed over or not?

we're tying to find out but apparently by the replies on her blog someone who spoke to her before says its true.