krazii aqqie
October 12th, 2005, 08:02 PM
I'm like so freaking depressed right now.
this really great guy (whos my ex's friend) and I started having a fling. except now he doesn't want a relationship (i posted about this earlier) and what not, well anyways. the point being, i found out that he was just leading me on so he could get some. .. long story ..
so basically, everything he ever told me was just this big lie. everything we ever had was nothing but a LIE.
anyways. right now, i feel so EMPTY. like I feel LIFELESS and NUMB. I can't even feel any pain. and I don't. BUT at the same time, I just don't wanna feel like this anymore. I actually wanna just mop around about this for a couple of days and get it over with. I wanna cry.
Any suggestions?
this really great guy (whos my ex's friend) and I started having a fling. except now he doesn't want a relationship (i posted about this earlier) and what not, well anyways. the point being, i found out that he was just leading me on so he could get some. .. long story ..
so basically, everything he ever told me was just this big lie. everything we ever had was nothing but a LIE.
anyways. right now, i feel so EMPTY. like I feel LIFELESS and NUMB. I can't even feel any pain. and I don't. BUT at the same time, I just don't wanna feel like this anymore. I actually wanna just mop around about this for a couple of days and get it over with. I wanna cry.
Any suggestions?