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krazii aqqie
October 12th, 2005, 08:02 PM
I'm like so freaking depressed right now.

this really great guy (whos my ex's friend) and I started having a fling. except now he doesn't want a relationship (i posted about this earlier) and what not, well anyways. the point being, i found out that he was just leading me on so he could get some. .. long story ..

so basically, everything he ever told me was just this big lie. everything we ever had was nothing but a LIE.

anyways. right now, i feel so EMPTY. like I feel LIFELESS and NUMB. I can't even feel any pain. and I don't. BUT at the same time, I just don't wanna feel like this anymore. I actually wanna just mop around about this for a couple of days and get it over with. I wanna cry.

Any suggestions?

Princezz1982
October 12th, 2005, 08:12 PM
I'm like so freaking depressed right now.

this really great guy (whos my ex's friend) and I started having a fling. except now he doesn't want a relationship (i posted about this earlier) and what not, well anyways. the point being, i found out that he was just leading me on so he could get some. .. long story ..

so basically, everything he ever told me was just this big lie. everything we ever had was nothing but a LIE.

anyways. right now, i feel so EMPTY. like I feel LIFELESS and NUMB. I can't even feel any pain. and I don't. BUT at the same time, I just don't wanna feel like this anymore. I actually wanna just mop around about this for a couple of days and get it over with. I wanna cry.

Any suggestions?


He's A Guy.. Right? What Did You Expect? Knight In A SHining Armor? There All Pigs. :neutral:

krazii aqqie
October 12th, 2005, 08:15 PM
He's A Guy.. Right? What Did You Expect? Knight In A SHining Armor? There All Pigs. :neutral:

Yeah, sadly enough I did. I thought, that maybe, for once, I would actually be happy and I didn't have to try. Because, I remember the very first time I talked to him and everything and I was just like, HIM ? I would NEVER like him.. and then we started talking and it kinda happened. And the next thing I knew, I was in love w/ him.